You know nothing of my prospects. I'm not going into details but let me just say that there may come a time that you will wish you were in my shoes.You couldn't be bothered to finish your degree, so you're out of work and have no prospects.
And why should I have bothered to get a degree? I consider them a waste of time and money. I became an aerospace engineer without needing one. You should be so lazy. You probably had to show your credentials to get a job. All I had to show was my ability and then perform.
And how about an independent evaluation of my work:
http://www.ecnmag.com/articles/2012/05/call-freelancers
What major magazine in your field do you write for?
I attribute it all to dope.
As I said - my family needed my personal attention and I abandoned work to do what was required. I'm glad to see it upsets you so.
And around here who do people ask when a Polywell engineering question comes up? Not you. What is holding you back?
From my perspective your carping looks like a bad case of envy. Another of your deadly sins to add to your hate. You pile up enough of those sins and you will be living a very miserable existence. Will be? Heck. You sound miserable today. I am honored to have been able to assist in your quest. (Your "don't listen to him" just tickled me to no end. Heh. And here you are STILL listening to me. Heh. Heh. )
You are wishing I had lived differently. Take it up with the Head Office. Evidently your plan for me counts for nothing with them.
Do What Thou Wilt Shall Be The Whole Of The Law.